Today Stories and My Beloved Grey's

Today is a horrible day. After Solat Subuh as usual I feed my cats Grey, Oreo and Cloud but I'm wondering about Grey ..she quite silent and stay aside from the brothers..looks like she's very sick. Even though i wanted to feed her also she refused. I planned to take her to vet clinic after I'm done with my car.  Every body keep busy to their own self. my Children's and My wife get ready for school. Syarah stay in the room because she got nothing to do.

My car still got problem. So i decided to sent back to the workshop to trace the problem. This is the third times ill sent my car there for this month. All the  same problem that never solved even though i have spent around RM700/-. Oh my God. Why so difficult to detect the the real problem of my car. Overheating again. Actually they have change many things. But the problem still unsolved. Mmmm

While waiting my children's . My wife done with her self and ready to go to work. But my children's still not. So my wife ask my favour to sent my third to school and fourth to her nannies because her school are closed today.

What to say..my wife cant wait anymore. Then i fill in water to the radiator to avoid overheating and i must drive it as fast as i can before the radiators empty.

I ask my son to sent her sister first then he go to his school. Easier because I just need to sent number 3 to her nannies house.

Once settled.. I return home and wassap my boss asking for emergency leave. Lucky I've got permission. So wait for a while, waiting the workshop to open. At 9.00 am I went to the workshop. Ill wait there until 11.30 am then they told me what actually the main problem. The radiator is the problem because the lower part was cracked. So they told me it takes sometime to repair. They ask me to leave the car there and they will call me once its done.
So how i want to go home without my car. I called my wassap my office group ask for helped. Lucky they  come and fetched me and sent me home.

Arrived home i get Grey and see her conditions. She look very weak. I cant  do anything because my car is in the workshop. My planned to take her to clinic have to delayed. She look very pity. So i take a towel put on her body. I take her into my house. Give her some water and put her on comfortable place. My daughter stay in the hall and can take a look of her. Then i go to my room. Waiting for  call from the workshop. While waiting..i get sleep..i don't know what happened then..at around 2.00 pm i wake up. Go to the washroom take a bath and performed Zohor. After that I do some work in my room. Suddenly my daughter called me..she said that Grey looks like no more. I'm really shocked then go and get Grey. I saw her mouth opened..her eyes half open then i touched her body. Confirmed that she died. Really sad. I feel  very sad then i took her body and dig a hole to grave her.  On that time I'm totally lost of control and suddenly i drop my tears..again for this year....

Ill try to control my emotions in front of my daughter...but once i  entered my room i really cried. I don't know what to say..how sad I am...  I with her since she was born... I do care of my cats. Last 3 weeks she had an accident..her right front leg and left back leg cant move. Everyday i take care of her. Took her twice vet clinic.  Massage her legs until she can walk. But today I don't know what happened to her... She's look  very weak and what i thought really happened.

May she rest in peace. Allah S.W.T knows everything. Its a fate that i have to accept. Now only Oreo and Cloud left. The end of Greys stories. She only live for 3 months and 23 days.

MY CAR AGAIN..

Last night i went for enforcement duty. It is started at 8.00 pm until 2.00 am in the morning. So after finished my work i received  text from my friend ask to join him late dinner and we met at Mc D Taman Tasik. Reached there he told me he wanted to have rice so he decide to change the venue to  Massa Catering Restaurant. On the way there my car temperature suddenly turn to high...maximum...

So i stopped my car aside the road and wait for awhile to cool down the temperature. After a few minutes wait ... I add some water to the radiator tank because all the water inside is empty because of the leaking. For sure i can't do much at that time. Lucky I've I've spared a bottle of 1000 ml water in my car. So i use it to add in.

My fried try to help such as to get more water. But i said no need because i have.

So because of that our planned to go to the restaurant cancelled. I drove my car to the nearest petrol pump. At the Shell Petrol Pump Kamunting, i filled more water into the radiator tank . while i'm filling the water.. One old man from the shell petrol station come to me... I thougt he want to ask me the problem. But he ask me to move my car from there immediately... Oh no....ha ha...

Its not take so long for me to fulfill the tank then I straight away drove ng car home.

So this morning i took my car to the Radiator Workshop and the Uncle that always do my car regarding my radiator from tank checked..he to told me the leaking is not   from the radiator but the water host from the radiator to the engine is the one leaked. It is because someone put on it improper way without sealing it first. So the uncle help me with that and it is done. His boss charged me RM5/- he he...lucky again it is not a major problem.

Thanks to Allah that always understand me and i really feels great full.... Allah knows the best for us....

WHERE IS BEE?

Where is Bee? That is the question on my mind right now. 7.30pm my son went out to tuition class and the same time my friend came to my house for a place to perform solat.

His quite often came to my house and take rest a while then go at around 10.00 pm to 11.00pm.. All family members use to it because its just like a rutine for him.

After we performed our solat. Me and my family went out to find a gifts for my third child teachers day celebration. So we left my friend at home.

I don't know why he so diligent tonight because once we reached home we saw him wash our porch floor. Mmmm... I know it will cause something.

It is truly happened. My cat Bee run away. Try to search him but still cant find. This Persian cat really scared of water. If we wanted to wash him..we must using warm water and slowly wash him. The most he afraid is the sound of water from the pipe. Always if I turn on the pipe he will start feeling uncomfortable and struggle to get loose.

If want to wash the car park usually we must keep him in his cage first then locked him up for a while. But yeaaa i know my friend really don't know and use the pipe to wash the tiles without lock him up. That's the reason why i cant find him until now. I know he ran away.

But i am not blame my friend .. What to do..because Bee also new members in our family. So my friend don't know about it.

Hopefully tomorrow he will return. Pity of him if he cannot find the way back.

OK Bee take care...All  fates from our Creator Allah S.W.T. May Allah protect him from any danger situation.

HAPPY BUT HEADACHE

It is about last night. Around 10.40 pm i was at home in my room. Usually as my daily routine i will go to wash room clean up my body after tidy up my cats cage play with them and study for a while. So i took my towel an walk to the wash room. while im in the wash room i received a message through my handset from 66399 and the message says :

"SILA SEMAK STATUS PERMOHONAN ANDA KE UTP SESI KEMASUKAN JULAI 2015 (FOUNDATION) MULAI HARI INI DI www.utp.edu.my TERIMA KASIH. UTP"

So...i really interested to know what is the result, because before.... Me and My Wife have take her for UTP EDUCAMP for the interview. So i cant wait even a second to know the result ha ha ha.... so i left the washroom to switch on the laptop because the site only can view via Internet Explorer.

While waiting for the running system... I saw my wife down the stairs. I am not sure why. May be she want to go to the kitchen. So i am started open the UTP website and click to the field FOUNDATION JULY INTAKE 2015---------->LOG IN------>THE RESULT

"Sukacita dimaklumkan bahawa anada telah dipilih dan ditawarkan untuk melanjutkan pengajian anda di Universiti Teknologi PETRONAS (UTP) bagi Sesi Kemasukan 2015"

Butiran Kursus
i.Program Asas (Aliran Teknologi)
ii.Program Sarjana Muda Teknologi (Kepujian) Sistem Maklumat Perniagaan

So i have raised up my voice said someone got offer from UTP...just to get intention from my wife. Ha ha ha yes its  work . My wife came to me and sit behind me an read the offer letter from the website. Actually both of us very happy but in the same time i saw her face looks disruption/upset and don't know how to describe.. so.. i ask her..she told me that shes worried about the registration confirmation fees which is RM 2900/- ha ha me too. So we have discuss it last night. Quite long discussion. Actually i lost mind to think about. So. end of the discussion we decided we will let her decide because she is the one who want to study not us. If she decide to enter... as her parents it is our responsible to take an action.......

So today we will ask her which one she is prefer to further her study. UITM (Diploma In Science Computer) or UTP  (Foundation In Technology) to ( Bachelor of Technology (With Honor) Business Information Technology) so it is all up to her.

OK...wait for her decision on next entry

Assalamualaikum w.b.t...

DONE WITH MY CAR

Assalamualaikum .... just want to share about my car. Finally i received a call from the workshop. They told me the problem of the car. Actually got leaked to the pipe of the gear box. mmmmm it can cause a major damage for the gear box. Alhamdulillah lucky my gear box still can use. That's why the gear totally not functioning . i cant reverse or forward. Thanks Allah for being with me on that night till i arrived home even though the car get smoke once i reached my house gate.

That's why always believe to Allah. Always pray for our save journey where ever we go whether its far or near. So, they just fill the A/T oil for 2 times because for the first filled they said the oil become very dirty so they flushed it out then they fill it for the second time than the oil clear.

So they also ask me whether i want to change the left side mounting because the engine shaking and its cracked. i told them no problem because cost for the gear box problem is only RM207.++  then they do it but after a few hours they call me again.. told me they already assembled the things but its still shaking after they checked they noticed that the right side mounting also got cracked but its not major. if i wanted to use the car first also can and if i want them to change it also they will do. I ask the cost. They told me the right side is more expensive than the left. They told me the cost is about RM300 or more. So I decided no to do it maybe next month..

He he he.... its all about the budget. I have no extra budget for that... if less than RM200 maybe can but not more than RM300. So i ask back if I'm not do it, is there any major effect for the car while driving. They told me no its only the shaking and the same time the technician advised me do it later but don't keep it so long. So, i have set the appointment for next month to change the right mounting.

At 4.00pm i go home and ask help from my wife to sent me to the workshop to take the car and the total cost for the repair is RM435. Alhamdulillah... many thanks to the technicians for their honesty and kindness.

Special thanks to my beloved wife for always being with me in what ever situation that i have been through. Alhamdulillah Ya Allah.

OH MY CAR

Oh my car... Mmm this morning i have called the workshop regarding my car problem. I told them the situation. So the technician told me may be it is because of the gear box problem... Leaking or sensor problem. But they ask me to drive the car to the workshop but before that i need to check a few things because they afraid if i am driving the car it will cause bigger problem.

So they ask me to start the engine then pull the gear to N and then see the A/T oil the colour red as usual or dark and then smell the oil. If the smell like burning means the clutch is damage. So means i cannot drive the car.

I've call back the technician to tell about the condition and he advice me to tow the car. They have but i must pay for it. So i decided to use kurnia  Insurance towing facilities because it is free. 15 minutes after the towing car arrived and take my car to the workshop. Alhamdulillah..setteled that part.

Once the car reached the workshop... They called me that they will check first and see the problem.

At 3.30 pm they called me said that the oil is empty so they have filled the Auto Oil changed the pipe. And another things need to do is change the mounting. But they still need to test the car to identified whether the gear box damage or not. So i need to leave the car there until tomorrow. So far the cost is about RM 207 but not yet plus the mounting. So the total have to wait until tomorrow... Maybe the cost is about 700 total out...mmmm is it???? 

HIS FUNERAL DAY

Today at 10.00 pm is his funeral day. I am still at home in Taiping.. Just pray for him. Hopefully everything will going smooth.

Now is 8.22 pm. Maybe now they bath him. Last night at 1.30 am i texted his sister told her that i am sorry because cannot go for his brother funeral because my car has break down last night on the way back to Taiping. Its all fate that i have to accept it.

If my creator don't want me to be there today for sure it won't happen. So i just stay at home do something else which can make me forget about the sadness.

In the deep of my heart only Allah knows. Its a normal feelings for ordinary humans like us. Especially when we lost someone special in our life.

Always remember that Allah love us . All the things happened in our life is a challenge for us to get closer to our creator. If we always remember Allah we wont regrets of anything that happened in our life and at the same time we feel very grateful because all the things happened make us more stronger and see the future in the different way. Seek for Allah forgiveness Repent the sin we done. Stop repeating the same mistake and don't create a new sins in the future.

May Allah forgive us . My dear very best friend Bear your witness that there is No God Accept Allah S.W.T and Bear your witness that Muhammad S.A.W is the Messenger Of Allah.

I need to be strong and step forward to continue my journey in this world. I still have other responsibilities .. I still have unfinished business to complete. May Allah bless me and will always in Allah protection. I know its not easy to go through till the end of life. But that is facts  of life.

Thanks Allah the Most Gracious and Most Compassionate

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

HIS NO MORE

At 3.30 pm i received a call from my very best friend sister using her husband handphone. They informed that my very best friend has passed away. Innalilaahhiwainnailaihirojiun.... What else can i say... My heart beat turn very fast... Can't says even one word.

I'm not sure for how many times my tears drop.. It's hard to accept the facts but I am redho.

Allah knows the best for him. Arwah have struggled for life. In the same time his really suffered. This morning his family told me that he is in coma. That time i already felt the times will come. Before.... i have mentioned that he is in the end of his journey .. As his very closed friend i can feel it... but don't ask me why or how. I don't have the answer on that.

I'm always pray for him that Allah will make easier for him to go through. Now his no more... he left everything's. He end up his journeys after 44 years in this world. Only our memories will keep in my mind.. His the best friend ever in my life. We went for umrah together....

I believe on fate. Everybody have their own fate. One day my times also will come...

My dear very best friend may Allah bless your soul. And rest in peace..... May Allah forgive our craziness ... May Allah keep you among the pious Moslem.. InsyaAllah..

Assalamualaikum my very best friend... My prays will always with you InsyaAllah..

My Best Friend Ever

Friendship never ending .... 11 years our friendship.... We have our own attitude we have our own perception. Only certain things that we agreed but most of it is argumentation between us.

We have different life.. We have our own destiny. But Allah match us together to be a part of our life as a very close friend.

We always advice to each other. When one of us cried the other one also cried...if one of us sad .. The other one also sad... If we got the happiness we both happy and always shared together.

We shared about family matters..we shared about our children stories. We shared about our journey of life.

We are stronger when we standing together. We never hide even single things in our life whether its a bad or a good thing.

But now i feel very sad. Sad because you are not around. Sad because i have no friends to text to.. No friend to share. No friend to talk to...

Now you lay down on the bed without saying anything. You look suffer.  Only your tears express your feeling... I know my friend how suffer you are. How sad you are. Believe me my friend Allah knows everything. I pray to Allah to make things easier for you. You are now in the end of your journey. But i still hope a miracle things happen.

I am still waiting even though i am not with you. My prays is always with you. InsyaAllah if Allah seek. We will meet again.

Thank you my best friend for your sincere and very honest friendship. Our friendship will forever green and will unforgettable...  Sincerity ...honesty.. is the key of our friendship... All the memories i will keep until the end of my journey in this world...as long I'm still breathing the memory will still there forever and ever...

ONE OF MY HAPPINESS

After five months waiting for UPU result finally yesterday is the date 6 May 2015.
I checked the result through sms :

UPU RESULT IC NUMBER SENT TO 15888

After 15 minutes I've got a reply that my daughter Syarah is successful to further her study in UITM. I feel very happy. Yea Allah knows the best. No body knows that i have drop my tears ha ha.

As a father what  else can we say if our child can further their study. Only fathers knows the feeling.. So its meant so much to me. We don't know about future but it is more like  an effort or ability for her future..

Every father will struggle for their children's... So when the times come and the opportunities there ... Don't let it go.. We afraid that sometimes the chances comes only once in a life time.

Hopefully my eldest will success in her academic and get a brighter future. May Allah bless her and she will do the best in her life. Always remember Allah The Creator...